Tired.
Of thinking.
Of hoping.
Of assumptions.
Of being sad without knowing why.
Of people.
Of school.
Of temptation.
Of feeling.
Of not knowing.
Of closed off feelings.
Most of all, I am tired of waiting.
8 Days A Week.
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My name is Monica. Living on the island called Japan. April 28 is my birrfday and I am fourteen years old. (:
ANd now you know the basics of who I am. Maybe you should get to know me? :3
April 23 2011
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Here, take a dandelion.
Now think very hard, think of a wish you’d want to come true.
And while wishing,
blow on the dandelion, watch as the magic flies freely in the air.
And may your wish come true.
She doesn’t like me.
You never even give it a try. If you really like her, you should fight for her. Start putting efforts into it and build a friendship. Show her how much you care, be there for her when she needs you. Tell her jokes, make her laugh, keep her company, listen to her. She will fall for you if you show her how much you care.
This.
She will fall for you if you show her how much you care.
(via boozillah)
January 01 2011
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06·06 pm
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Here’s a funny fact. Join your two hands as shown above.Let’s start :
- The thumb represents your parents. Now try seperating them apart, and they’ll easily open. They easily seperate because you are not destined to live with your parents forever. Now join the two thumbs back together.
- Next, separate your index fingers and they will open too because these fingers represent your siblings, and they’ll also lead their own lives in the future.
- The middle fingers represent yourself.
- Next separate your pinky(little) fingers. These fingers with open as well because, they represent your kids, who will also have a different life from yours, eventually.
- Lastly, try opening your ring fingers. You can’t right, this is because the ring finger represents both you & your spouse & no matter what you’ll remain together for the rest of your life.
let's sleep beneath the stars together.: After
Watching the video of The Shaniya Davis story, and then watching a fan made video of Open at the Close by Oliver Boyd and the Remembralls dedicated to Harry Potter, and reading a post about Danny Jayden Dela Cruz…
I’m in such a sad state.
Because,
Knowing how cruel the world can be… How cruel people can treat other people, how cruel they can treat animals too, and also taking the Earth for granted,
That some people don’t even have a choice to keep living their lives, that they have a health condition that is fatal, they are timed to live. And if someone were to have that, I know you’d still want to live…
And watching that fan video, it made me remember how when I first watched Harry Potter, I would tie a blanket around my neck and pretend I was a professor working at Hogwarts… It made me remember how much fun I had thinking about how it’d be like to go to a school such as Hogwarts, getting all these candy from Honeydukes, trying out wands until I found my perfect one, and much more. And now, knowing that the last book is already out, and now the last movie of the series of Harry Potter, there’s no more… But that’s why I have my imagine, using it to think how my life would be like if I have that letter to go to a school of Wizardry. Well actually, I’m still waiting for mine. It’s been… three years now. (:
Urghie, I just had to say stuff to get it off my chest.
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January 01 2011
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06·04 pm
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I swear the song, You’re Still The One by Shania Twain explains my current relationship with Bekowsee. (:
Especially the beginning of the song when she sings,
They said, “I bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together, still going strongWhen we first went out, lots of people said that we won’t even last for two weeks. One of my friends even said that to my face. And it’s really easy to hear loud people talk, so I heard a couple of more people say that too.
But hey, look-y here, it’s us going on for seven months and six days.
Yeah, we definitely didn’t go on for two weeks. :P
I still don’t understand why some people still say we won’t last when we’re already going onto our eighth month. (:
But I’m not going to deny the fact that I thought you were going to dump me in the first few days of going out, I thought you’d be bored of me already. But I guess not. What got to me was when you told that if you didn’t realize how big your feelings were for me, you’d be out of Japan already. The day you were supposed to move was probably one of the days in the second or third week of going out, but you didn’t move, and you said it was because of me.
But that was months ago, and now, all you want is to get out of here as fast as you can. Which got to me a lot, because what you said started sounding like bullshit to me. But oh well, things happen. But I want you to know, that when you move to the states, the next girl that has you, she is very lucky. It’d be nice if we were to still be together when one of us moves, but there are so many pretty girls in the states…
But as of right now, I’m just making out the best of what we have until our forever ends.
Then again, what if our forever doesn’t end after one of us moves?
By the way, you didn’t have to get me another gift for Christmas just because “when you saw it, you thought of me” while being in Mississippi. One is too much already because I just want to see you before the break ends, that’s all I want. Oh yeah! I seriously can’t wait to see your grandma when she comes to visit! :D
Aside from all that, thank you for all the love you gave me, Brenden Beskow.
Yep, I’ll admit it, you mean a lot to me. (:
And… that I am afraid of loosing you…
But let’s make this last as long as we can.
♥
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